My thoughts

My thoughts so far today have basically consisted of:
"Oh my gosh why bother being alive. BED."
"Oh my gosh why bother eating. BED."
"Oh my gosh why can't I be skinny."
"Oh my gosh I have to sing tomorrow."
"Oh my gosh this is awful."
Good day.

UGHH

I really hate this.
I'm stuck all alone. Even though I know I'm not really alone. I hate it. My family does nothing but watch TV. I'm seriously sick of it. Turn the stupid thing off for a night. Would it really hurt? Joey won't even hang out with me. I asked him to, and he said he didn't feel like doing anything and took a nap. Know what he did after he got up from his nap and ate? Started playing Mario Kart with his friends. Like, coooool. You obviously don't want to do anything. And I was supposed to hang out with one of my friends today, but she never texted me. And I saw pictures of her hanging out with someone else today. SO THIS HAS JUST BEEN GRAND.
Like, I'm sitting here feeling awful, and I'm trying to turn it around and feel better... but it's so hard when there's no resolve. I'm praying and praying but nothing gets fixed. I'm just alone and sad and alone. And I'm just trying not to take it out on anyone. I'm so upset, and it's so easy to get mad at someone and take it out on them but I don't want to do that. So my phone's off just to avoid something stupid happening.
So yeah. I'm here. Alone. In my room. Crying with my green tea.
This is just a fabulous night and I really hate my life right now. (I know, I shouldn't. I have so much to be thankful for...)
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My Biblical voting guide

Reasons any -Christian- should NOT vote for Obama:

• Abortion is wrong and wrong and wrong. (Psalm 127:3 - Children are a GIFT. REGARDLESS of the situation. Psalm 139 - GOD is the One Who forms the child in the womb, carefully crafting each part. NOT a mistake. Exodus 20:13 - Pretty straightforward. <--which also applies to how Benghazi was handled by Obama and his administration.)

• Homosexuality is wrong, and we should not support it. (Romans 1:23-27 and 1 Cor. 6:9 - God does not support sexual immorality, which includes homosexuality, whether within a "marriage" or not. Genesis 19:4-5 and Jude 7 - God DESTROYED Sodom & Gomorrah because these cities had turned so far from God, and another huge factor was the widespread practice of homosexuality. Why would we want America to resemble these cities??)

• Our nation should SUPPORT Israel, not work against it. (Genesis 12:3, 27:29 - God will bless those that bless His people, and curse those that cursethem. Also, the antichrist will ultimately face himself against Israel. Why would we want to resemble that, either? God's heart is FOR Israel, and our hearts should reflect that!)

Regardless of how this election turns out, I will praise God for ALL He has done. He is mighty and wonderful! "Blessed be the name of God forever and ever, to whom belong wisdom and might. He changes times and seasons; he removes kings and sets up kings; he gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to those who have understanding; he reveals deep and hidden things; he knows what is in the darkness, and the light dwells with him. To you, O God of my fathers, I give thanks and praise, for you have given to me wisdom and might..." (Daniel 2:20-23) God is ruler overall! He is in control. He orchestrates all of these major events, and even the little events. I just pray all of His people have prayerfully considered voting with His heart in mind. In the end, (and in the now!) He is judge. He will destroy all evil, and judgement for all that has been done here on earth will be passed. So, even if the worst happens now, the best will happen later. "And behold, with the clouds of heaven, there came one like a son of man, and he came to the Ancient of Days and was presented before him. And to him was given dominion and glory and a kingdom, that all peoples, nations, and languages should serve him; his dominion is an everlasting dominion, which shall not pass away, and his kingdom one that shall not be destroyed." (Daniel 7:13-14)
Someday, we won't need to argue about politics. It'll be pretty legit. ♥ Oh, I just can't wait [for Jesus] to be King! (Yeah, that was Lion King style.)